my wish to come true iA

i miss my old skool friends. very much.

i miss how we would spend our time together, laughing and crying together, always stick to each other. although we spent enough time together at school, we would love to meet with each other every evening till dusk. and in the night we never get bored talking to each other on the phone.

just how close we were.

and we are still close but of course..being all grown ups, we all have our own commitments. being far away, we do have difficulty to keep in touch with each other. thanks to the internet, staying connected becomes so much easier. Thanks to Allah for giving us the chance to keep in touch.

100 miles between us, separated by the ocean, i can only see them from faraway here in the southland through heaps of pictures over the net. i love to browse every single of our pictures together and reminisce the old days. but sadly, i wish we have the same direction of life :(

how would you feel when looking at those pictures, the smiling faces with arms around each other and you just can feel the love and joy we had together but knowing that some of us are going to the wrong direction that can harm them badly sooner or later in their life.

i cannot guarantee their final destination nor my final destination because it is just out of my knowledge. but being in a state where you have been tormented enough with the worldly pleasure and then had a chance to breath again in a clean air where the purpose of life becomes clearer, i just can't help feeling sad to see my beloved ones continue to be blinded by the 'blings' in this world.

what i mean by 'blings' is that something that appear beautiful, glamorous, tempting, that they really capture our sights until we became so blind that we cannot see what is behind those glimmering, shining light. and more, it is not real! its just a light that cannot be touched and it will disappear! poof! just like that.

i have a wish. i have a wish we can walk together in the same direction. i wish we can have a discussion about this life and the life hereafter. i wish we can talk and brainstorming on how to bring back the people to the real teachings of islam. i wish we can advice on each other more islamically and help to improve each other. i wish we can go to 'usrah' together. i wish we can attend islamic class/lecture together. i wish we can do something for the ummah together. i just wish...and keep wishing..with all my prayers, i hope this special dream of mine will come true..sooner or later...and i hope i will still be able to join them when this dream comes true.. you know, guidance is all in Allah's will. and our life is in His hand. when the time has come, i might be someone who's no longer has such a dream anymore or i might not remember any of them anymore or i might not be living anymore. so many possibilities.. nauzubillah...

dear beloved friends, i love u all and i miss u all (FILLAH!)